Happy Hearts Day! May all the love surround us.
February 14, 2012. — People may think that I’m bitter and a hater for today’s celebration but frankly, I’m not. Definitely a big NO. To those single out there, listen. As for me, having Friends who’s taken and happy with their loves celebrating it today, doesn’t mean me, being a total unappreciative. In fact, I support them, I show sympathy and tease them with their loves making them giggle and blush. I didn’t ask for a return for favor, all I want was a little understanding that.. ” Hey, I’m here.. alone on this day hoping you guys to celebrate it with me or even, share laughter and a little cup of care. “. But of course that didn’t happen, I do understand they’re busy doing this and doing that but I’m still a friend, actually A Best Friend, who still needs their company on this day. Let’s not be hypocrites here, for those who knows that they won’t be accepting anything for today did some a little expectations, do they? Of course, at some point. You’re not a jealous friend who wants to have what her friend has, is just that.. we need the attention not to make us alone. Seriously, you gave appreciation and support to those people but what do you get… a cold FCKING TREATMENT, SAYING ‘YOU’RE NOT ONE OF US’.
If I’m not a good friend, I should have give up being their friend too. I’m just tired how they treated me, no sorry-s, no explanations, no reconcile-effort, it seems like I’m the only one who’s always trying to fix EVERYTHING. Realizing from this moment, that I never felt their sincere apology, IF THEY HAD ONE, during those days of misunderstanding. No respect, No understanding. What kind of friendship did I even entered? AND now, I’m the bad guy for them for saying this. NUFF SAID.
P.S: emotions now spilled, thoughts now revealed. Just making myself a favor. I needed a refuge. A place to put this out. Now, done. Enough drama. Smile then I’ll forget this tomorrow.
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